never give up on life :)

I think now one part of my life just closed in front of my eyes.. And i couldnt do anything to get him back. I have no idea how i will male today my finishing exams..but i will try my best to get out here..

I just dont understand myself. Why i cant hate you? Why do i have to dream with you every night? Why i cant take it? I thought im strong enough to forget you.. But im not even strong to forgive you.. How could i forget than?? :/

I loved you and you betrayed me. Be with you was the biggest mistake in my life ever!! I wasted 2 years to love you..and i still waste that i care what you are doing.. Never again! Shame on you! I will never ever forget what you did to me!! You hurt me..i hate you!!

If you love someone, i mean really love..from the deepest place in your heart..you know you cant let him go..or let him..just that you can live your life and find yourself again..